SNIIKON

update donezo

They said it couldn't be done, the makeover is finished!! (sort of kind of) it no longer has that carrd base from forever ago. I'm free now.

I'm going to miss the wall of text you'd see when you click on my site. It was iconic for me and was a lot more simpler than what I have right now. Which by the way, even though I have an idea of what I want this site to be, I don't like how crowded it feels currently. I like having simplicity here and I did a little too much ngl but I spent way too much time doing this so I'm not letting it go to waste

it's this or having the same introduction text when you look at this site, idk it's just weird. it makes more sense having the new stuff first so I'm just biting the bullet :/ I'm sure I'll find a balance between having so much stuff in one spot without it looking like a mess. Or not actually and I'll just keep it how it is forever maybe,, if I hate myself. IDK I could bring it back someday

And as of writing this uh the bulletin board is obviously empty. I think I'll just fill it out over time though. That’s about it really ^^

post

found my old roblox account from 2016 now i'm thinking about rewriting history

huge website makeover

I'm making it a goal to redo my whole entire website. I just got finished with the landing page and (even though it still looks bland and isn't even finished) I'm super proud of myself for getting it done. It was a slog but soo worth it cause my old site looked like dookie 😔

I have to remake the other pages, I'll move on to the gallery and then do the blog and then I'll try creating the rest of the pages which I have not made any progress on at all smh.... Sometimes I do think it's a waste of time when I'm working on my website but I really enjoy creating something on my own and having it be my OWN if you know what I'm trying to say.

uploading art!

Happy new years! I finally got to uploading some more stuff, starting with


Usually I don't upload because I'm a lazy fat fuck but I actually didnt think uploading would be this bad this time ever since I found out that discord (don't judge I didn't know how else to transfer my stuff) DESATURATED images.. Huge problem for someone like me who likes bright colors and stuff.. So then I had to actually connect my phone to my laptop and transfer images like that, but FOR SOME REASON they turn into JPEGS?? I don't know if this is too nitpicky but if I'm gonna be archiving my art on the freaking internet I would want it to be of the highest quality idk.. However I fixed it, I just can't crop images regularly I have to manually put them into firealpaca and change the aspect ratio.

It's a lot of work for a few pixels sigh, but I'm super proud of my recent stuff so it deserves that treatment imo :P

christmas 2025!!

merry christmas everybodayyy!!! i still cant believe its already the end of the year though. we were in 2022 just a few days ago what's goin on... anyway although time is getting a lil faster for some reason i had a lot of things happen for me. especially working on my website this year (i never shut up about the website lmao sorrry) i never thought i would ever be actually learning and writing html css and javascript x_X

and thanks to all the randoms who view this place! as of writing its gotten 7,011 views which is huge for me im going places, im really looking forward to 2026 and where the site and will go. as another goal for next year, its to just draw lol BUT to also relax a bit. i'm always stressing out about whether or not my stuff looks good to others but social media is OPTIONAL!!! so i intend to post a lot more doodles and unfinshed pieces, because hmmm idk its my site? :-]

thanks again and merry christmas and happy new year!!

advertisements

i just keep making BULLSHITTTTTTT

the advertisement thing on the main page of the website has been neglected for a while now and because most advertisements i look up dont really relate to me i feel like or just flat out ugly, i took it into my own hands to make some ^^

12/22/25 - how it feels making something for a game you havent even finished 😔 no but i recently came across this game on youtube and i thought it was like a chromebook game but no you gotta pay for it hm. anyways i bought the game and its fun or something definitely more of a game to just zone out to, i dont know what im doing most of the time. ive been playing over the course of three months and i dont even think im halfway there. the little sphere guys are cute thoug i love them, but uh not all of them just the money creatures LOL everything in the gif is screenshotted by me which is cool usually i have to take things from the internet but i dont have to this time!!

12/22/25 - the first ad i made to test things out. i used conways game of life for no real reason lmao

2/24/26 - Honestly I just wanted SOMETHING new in the ad rotation. I need ideasss.... The video used: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hI1vFIf0oas

If I make more advertisements I'll put them here just like my button post to catalog them and stuff

logging on da again 🫩

going back onto deviantart to unlist and clear up some things and its like i'm having ptsd flashbacks.. its not even like anything bad bad happened cause i kept to myself a lot, i just don't like looking at my old art..... and other peoples art tbh LOL i've already talked about it so i won't say anything right now. currently i only have the stuff that i like up, especially if they got a lot of favorites up cause that stupid site keeps making the worst possible updates for no reason other than to piss me off specifically. so now all my artwork that i did unlist lost all of its favorites and comments, like ok i might as well just delete them atp....

edit: i jumped ship and took down all everything. i might've overreacted a lil in my posts but that's because i genuinely don't like that site 😭 i do feel like some weight has been lifted off of my shoulders though. it feels good to start fresh somewhat

buttons

made some buttons to fullfill my autistic needs. i also wasted 3 hours about on them when i could've been doing something productive smh anyway



they're actually super fun to make, just put a video or whatever into a 88x31 thingy and you're done i love it when things are easy to do

what the hell

me growing up is realizing that i'm not special and there are like a billion people who are the same as me, even better if they're better at what i do.. in all the catagories.. im really just a npc in this stupid fricking 67 world huh 😔

i should just become a blue collar worker already

some new stuff

posting new artworkskis, starting with this



that's all ^^

gallery!!

Totally unrelated to my last post, I've finally got to making my gallery. I need to add some more stuff to it but other than that I think the page is pretty finished. Right now it's filled with my *old* work just to fill out the gallery for now so don't mind those. so YEAH the gallery will contain drawings, photography, videos and small doodles that I wouldn't normally post. What I'm really hoping right now is that it won't crash your device when there's a lot of photos and stuff.. but that's for me to worry about in the future lol

pondering again

First things first, I've completely given up on deviant art yay. I can't believe I even took up deviant art in the first place, like it's crazy seeing the amount of degenerates fester on that website. Honestly my biggest regret is drawing for those types of people, cause now I'm sort of associated with them? Yeah that's what I get for being too nice smh. And they're endorsing all of this fucking ai carp for what purpose bro. All of it is just so gross. With that being said I don't think I will deactivate yet, not until I start posting on instagram. I might also just start posting here. Cause one thing that stresses me out is social media, there's so much going on all at once. And I do NOT want to hear what people have to say about my stuff good or bad it's actually embarrassing 🧍

i missed my halloween post :-[

yeah, i missed it. i did go out trick or treating even though im probably way too old for that now 😭 and it was miserable as HELL though. sort of, it wasn't so bad by itself but the wind was brutal and im pretty sure it started to rain a little. at least i wasnt going alone so i wasn't the only one who suffered lol

i would show my haul if i wasn't too lazy to take out my phone and upload the picture to neocities and figure out how to put the photo into the post.... so just imagine i got a big ass bucket with a bunch of butterfingers ive decided right now

how do i recover from being a mediocre artist

seriously, how can I make myself work hard to become the artist that little ol me 5 years ago dreamed of being. FIVE YEARS AGO i thought and still think that I'm just gonna get better at drawing naturally, and that's worked out fine until now because I'm not improving fast enough I'm just realizing right now. People MY AGE are BETTER THAN ME and I'm going to be so honest I'm NOT happy for them :sob: And you know what that is probably my doing my fault for being such at bad artist. I study references or whatever or other peoples artworks and can't learn a single thing from them because I just fall asleep doing so. AND EVEN WHEN I DO STUDY IT ALWAYS COMES OUT SO GODAWFUL WHAT AM I DOING WRONG GUYS IM LITERALLY CALCULATING THE SHAPES AND LIGHTING AND SHIT!!!

I wish I could quit but I've already sunken so much of my life into art and making stories that it is just a part of my life. I could do so much more to improve (uh yeah just get off of your lazy ass) cause I love drawing and all that. Sometimes it's just hard to not compare yourself to others, I genuinely wonder what am I doing wrong that everyone else is doing right.

I think about a quote that was something like "if you're gonna do something for the rest of your life why not be good at it" and ig it helps me a little with motivating myself and all that cause this is going to be my life I might as well just get good... I dont know I was going somewhere with this uh

Sorry for the long post, for anyone just coming in and being like "woah" I try to be mysterious but I guess I already ruined that when I made my own website with a blog to scream and shout in it :-]

title

I hate myself and I should be quiet but I got a billion things on my mind. Here's the gif of the moment. That's a new thing that I just came up with for this website.

I love my life!!!

Soooo,, I got cats now.. 2 of them... and they're actually really cool. I was always a dog person (and I still am guys trust) and really hated cats for some reason... but I got them and they're so sweet 🥺 they're super sweet and super affectionate, I didn't even know cats could be affectionate. On the other hand i hate cat people, if you consider yourself a cat person just go die or something i dont like any of you

i hate my stupid life 😔

how it feels to work two jobs while going to school now. what the f am i doing. like im too young for this shit, none of this is gonna be worth it in the end anyway. now i have no time for the things i want to do.. i really want to improve in art but im now just finding out that maybe i shouldn't prioritize that cause its all worthless to my future raaaaahhhhdsahfbkud. i wont give up on it thoguh cause it's my hobby, my lifes workariso, but im losing faith guys. anyways the free time i do have i spend playing games so i dont even know why im screaming about this into the void i just felt like putting something up on my blog

more pondering

I wish I had the motivation to work on other parts of my website but I have no idea what to do I suck at coding 😭

Anyways I've been drawing a little and I remembered that I have a deviant art account.. I haven't posted on that weird fing site in a while. The thing is the people on deviant art are uh, quite peculiar and I don't want to associate with them. And I feel like I'm going nowhere in general. I've wanted to try instagram for a while but I'm not sure, I might ruin someones day with my art or something lol. I don't know, I'm still thinking...

Back on the topic of my website, I forgot EVERYTHING about html so now I'm trying to relearn it all... However I think I'm gonna keep the layout(?) I'm so used to how it looks and I feel like it represents me, but it's not that impressive at all. I'll change the introduction page for sure though.

Just been coding

It's been almost two weeks since I've started learning html and css (if that wasn't obvious, NOW YOU KNOW) and during that time i got pretty tired of working on my website. Which means instead of taking a break I went and started ANOTHER web project. I've already finished most of the site but I won't be linking it yet cause i'm not very confident in it lol it looks good so far though just take my word for it.

Anywayss, html is too ez I can't believe I didn't make a website earlier. I was stuck with carrd for way too long (since 2022 uh) and carrd was fine but it was just so limiting like I wouldn't be able to make THIS blog in carrd. Speaking of which I'm thinking about remaking a bit of my site. I learned a lot from making my friends website and I realized I should integrate a little bit of that knowlege into my own stuff. Yeah that's all I don't really have much to say :-]

Uhhh

I made this site for two things: my links and my personal stuff. I wonder though if I'm being too autistic about everything here, it's one thing to share your interests with the world and be who you are and all that but it's another thing to bombard passerbys with random shit when they just wanna see the everything that's NOT my website. Like I'm trying to be normal but you can't really be normal on the internet. I don't know, I just saw some kids edgy lil little school project here so maybe I'm not that bad.

In the mean time, I should try to keep to myself a little bit more (if I can help it haha :-])

Yapping

I did not, in fact, work on the other projects page. Instead deciding to stall and doomscroll through social media. I try to stay off of it as much as I can but I don't feel like doing anything meaningful, I also gotta try and put off the website. I've been so hyperfocused on it.... it's been a while since I drew or even doodled something. Or honestly i might just push myself to get something done irl cause I'm pretty sure staring at blue light for like 8 hours at a time is unhealthy.

What's next?

I know I should probably be working on making the code for this page more... efficient? if that's a good word to use. But I'd rather start decorating this page lol

I don't know exactly what I'm gonna be decorating the page with though. I was thinking doing an ocean theme because i love the ocean but I was like nah that would fit my playlist page more, but then again who's gonna be looking at my music? Cause I want to show off my music that I made but I'm just a beginner and I can't stand social media